Npcc Training

i Fall out again during training..I m so dissapointed with myself..
As a casualties, i feel tortured it was like hell really..like hall yuesterday was the worst i ever had i cannot breath my heartbeat is abnormal i really feel tortured..Although usually i fall out is because of gastric but this time no..it has been quite long time i nvr had gastric, gastric torturing too want to walk also cannot this incident remind me of my sec 1 camp that was not like a sec 1 camp instead i fell like i was the heaven?i didnt go for the night walk that was something i feel regreted..really..i was at npcc room throughout the whole afternoon and night till they come back, that time i really cannot carry on my trainingmy gastric pain made me like hall but the NCOs took care of me like heaven!!They are wonderful especially Zurain she was like a medic..haha..I think the next time i fall out they could have guess what happen..either breathing difficulty or gastric problem..I hope i can nvr fall out again..Determination can make things come through!!but they will say?y u not feeling well nvr say arhh??Nezt time must say hor!!haha
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npcc training

on friday, 26 oct i have np training..train until half way my chest feel damm pain and have breathing difficulty..i feel so uncomfortable..Now the pain is still there i really scared that the pain will follow wherever i m..i scared this will be a kind of illness..i really do..